Stop lying through your teeth , dear Scott ..
Isn't it so obvious ? You are always breaking what you'd promise me ;
peng wei is your promise & attitude isn't it ?
You said that I am always pushing blames on others , but what about you ? Have you ever think of your actions ?
Maybe you didn't know ; maybe you didn't notice ; maybe you will deny ; but you have always been putting yourself in the first place like most of the times .
When has it been - ' Poh Hong first ' ?
When has it been - ' How will Poh Hong think if I do this or that ; if I say this or that ' ?
When did you ever keep your promise ; true promises ; important promises to me ? When ???
Just like Qin's case . Infront of your friends , you said till like you'll definitely stand by my side & help me take back my money .
And when we're alone , what did you said ?
" Aiyah , I also don't know what to do ma . Don't care about this anymore la ."
What the fuck is this ? And end up what ? I have to msg them & etc myself . LOL ?
What is the difference between you & Qin ? Both of you just loves to lie to me & made use of me !
When I wanted to work , you ask me not to work . When I don't want to work , you'll say that I am lazy or what .
I wanted to work in Walls , you disagree . I wanted to work in Suntec , you ask me to don't go & accompany you & say that I am like begging them to give me job .
Then I say fine , you help me find a job . You said that the company have no vacancy . Then finally , I found 1 job that suits me & you agree . What happen in the end ? You overslept ! LOL !
Seriously , dear , what do you want really ?
I've no money , you understand not ?
My daily money , how can it be enough for the both of us ?
I need to work , I need to have my own space .. Please ..
yes , I love you but even the most lovely couple need to have their own space & privacy .
I need to have my own friends too . I need to have my own time too ..
You said that your friends are my friends too . But in the first place , do they even treat me as my friend ?
I really am lost , boy .
My father is scolding me for things that you'd done .
I am stress up , do you know ? Really stress up ..
You didn't help to ease my burden but increase it ..
You'd been scolding me ; quarreling with me ; shouting & giving attitude with me in public ..
I am really stress up ..
You gave my email out & still act as though you have no fault ..
Darling , I am really tired of all those fights & scoldings ..
That kind of giving up feeling is coming back again . I hate this kind of feelings ..
Could you just think of me more in the future ? Please ?
Lol .. Poh Hong , Poh Hong is actually begging someone to love & think for her more .. What is the world coming into ? At least , my world ..
And I hope these are all type out in a moment of silliness .. I really don't want to lose you ; or at least don't feel like ..
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