Welcome to the Buzzing Bee's.
Hush hush ; There is no other way , I get the final say !
And yea , Get Your Fucking Mind Clear Of This ; I Am A Proud Girl And So What ?!
Fuck Those Who Goes OMG ~ Over Some Silly Stuffs !


And This Is Why You Get Me So Addicted ..

Currently being so damn bored .. and hungry obviously .
Spent my Sunday at Mum's . Celebrated my chinese birthday .. woa , time fly fast .. All of a sudden , memories start gushing out ; all over again ..
Had a fucking big argument with Scotty . He totally misunderstood me yet he could still act as though he is right & I am all wrong ; wrong ; WRONG ! And in the end , everything turns up fine *gastrict now man , pain* .. Had to explain to him that today is my chinese birthday and I really don't want to spoil this precious moment with my Mum & brothers . Had to beg him to give me face & stop throwing temper ..
Haiz .. Really , am I really so pathetic till I'd to beg my own boyfriend to calm down & let be enjoy the precious time I seldom have ? I love you but , must love be so hard ?

Damn tired but couldn't sleep at all .. And I am suppose to have work tomorrow but I totally don't know what time am I suppose to go . Tired of many stuffs ..
Recently , stuffs & thoughts just keep randomly pop out in my mind . Scary thoughts ; nasty thoughts ; painful thoughts that I totally don't even wish to think of thinking .. But they just pop out ..
Dear , do you still love me as much as you said or is it , you just think that you love me ? Tired , sometimes I think that you loves me truly yet sometimes , it feels that , you aren't mine anymore ..
Maybe we indeed need some time alone ? Aww , I miss you , I miss the way you talk to me in the past ; I miss the way you look at me in the past ; I miss the way you hug me in the past ; I miss the way you protect me in the past ; I miss the way you smile at me in the past ; I miss the way , everything that you'd in the past but not now ..

我真的好想你 ；好爱你 。但是这种猜测的感觉真得很痛苦 。
有时候放弃也是一种幸福 ？还不想 ，也不要 …
可是还能撑多久呢 ？
亲爱的 ，如果你是真心爱我 ，清表示出来 ，请表达出来 。
不要再让我患得患失了 。
放弃是幸福吗 ？
我真的不要放弃 ，我真的好爱你 ，爱的心都疼了 。

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With The Fucked-up Attitude , Poh Hong Is My Great Name But Most Known Me As Bee !
Oh Please ; I Didn't Copy From Anyone But Had Been Called A Bee Since I Was Born !
Being A Cancer-rian , I Am Sensetive , Intuitive, Possessive & Clingy !

I Am Bitchy ; Full Of Fucking Attitude & Scores Flying-Colors In The Swinging of Mood !
So Bloody Fuck-off If You Are Trying To Fool With Me Before I Bites Your Head Off !
Don't Try To Tame Me Because Only My Daddy&Mummy & Scotty Can !
Oyah , To Some Fuckers Out There ; I Ain't That Stupid ^.^ !

Those that are cunning aren't scary ; those that seems innocent are .
Fuck others before they fuck you . This is a cruel world , babies !



Laptop
Camera
Piano
Drunk
Drunk Again
Durians
Specs
Driving Licence
You To Return To Me *imy*
You To Love Me More&More & NEVER Forget What You NEED To Remember