First Thing First
Random Confession
Be-Loved !
Welcome to the
Buzzing Bee's.
Hush hush ; There is no other way , I get the final say !
And yea , Get Your Fucking Mind Clear Of This ;
I Am A Proud Girl And So What ?!
Fuck Those Who Goes
OMG ~ Over Some Silly Stuffs !
And This Is Why You Get Me So Addicted ..
The Rantters
Monday, May 31, 2010; 11:46 AM
肚子好饿 ……
明天就快来临了 ，好累 ，好怕 。
到底该怎么办 ？
我真的好舍不得你 ，好舍不得你 。
可是到如今 ，他都无法给我一个确定的答案 。
我到底该怎么办 ？
这几天 ，我都过的好彷徨好不真实 。可似乎 ，没人懂 ，没人明白 。
心里那种无助的失望 ，可怕的无助 ，真的快把我积垮了 。
怎么办 ？我到底该怎么办 ?
Labels: 失去了你 ，我到底该怎么办
Monday, May 17, 2010; 3:32 PM
Just return from Compass Point after going eating with Lene & Adele . Went to WhatIsThatName food court to eat . Lend Ting $5 & ordered 药材鸡 which consist of the Soup , Rice , Salted-vegi & the Main Dish . Guess how much they bloody cost ? $4.50 ! But quite worth it I guess ?
Talk awhile with them and spend the whole meal time staring into space while eating . Was kinda like , dazing ? After that , accompanied Lene to find her mum at Metro . Took the long-way LRT back home . Same stuffs happen , was dazing till didn't heard that Ting was calling me .. Was thinking & dazing all the way home ..
Damn not feeling well . Having damn serious running nose without the nose running off & nauseous . Plus headache man ! So damn feeling sick .. And my eyes are tired , my limbs are tired , my mouth is tired , my mind is tired , I am tired ..
It is the same result ain't it ?
16o4 was the day it first happen .
18o4 was the day of our anniversary .
16o5 was the day it happen again .
18o5 is the day of our anniversary .
Know what is the only difference between the both '16's other than the month ?
Well , this recent 16 , is the best thing you ever did because you finally get to officially & proudly & un-guilty-ly walk off .
Peace & I hate you
为什么往往伤害人的那一方都能够潇洒地离开
Labels: 被遗忘下来的人却只能够独自一个人舔伤口
Tuesday, May 11, 2010; 8:09 AM
请代我爱他 ，请代我转达 ..
去爱他所爱 ，不必苦苦挣扎
请代我爱他 ，请代我表达 ..
说祝福的话 ，我暂时没办法
放手是长大 ，是伟大还是爱 ；就得学潇洒 ..
不知道 ，很彷徨 。根本就不知道自己要什么 。当自己第一次听到那消息时 ，感觉很混乱 。晴天霹雳大概不足以表达当时的心情 。
开心 ，担心 ，害怕 ，伤心 ，期待 ，兴奋 ，骄傲和更多的不知所措 。
开心这样的我既然能拥有你 。开心你既然存在着而且还离我那么近 。
担心这样的我不能让你开心 。担心你会不快乐 ，会后悔 。
害怕这样的我无法让你快乐 。害怕别人会怎样看待我们俩 。
伤心这样的我竟作了这种事 。伤心我有可能无法拥有你 。
期待这样的我会何时看到你 。期待我们在一起的快乐画面 。
兴奋这样的我可以是我自己 。兴奋未来的日子会是多么的苦中作乐 。
骄傲这样的我既然拥有了你 。骄傲这样的你也拥有了他 。
可是自己却是不知所措的 。不知道到底该怎么做 ，怎么面对才是对的 。毕竟我的人生才刚刚开始 。很多很多事情其实我自己也是一知不解的 。
当时你是多么地坚定 ，多么地肯定 。你让我安心 ，让我放心 。
虽然当时在这种情况下 ，对于我是多么地不利 。可是因为你 ，我知道自己不是一个人的 。
可是如今的你却是对我说出这种和当时不一样的话 。你知不知道这些话有多么地伤人心吗 ？若是从开始时你便已经有了这个决定 ，为何当时又是那么温柔坚定地告诉我 " 放心" ?
当时我已经把所有可能发生的事分析给你听了 。为什么你要让我从天堂掉入地狱 ？原本我以为你和其他人是不一样的 。但是事实胜于雄辩 ，你让我后悔 ，非常地后悔 。
不想说太多了 。在你还在决定如何时 ，我也会努力地思考 。或许最后 ，当我们的决定是不同的话 ，我会不接受你的决定 。
我是个有骨气的女孩子 。他是我的
Labels: Because it is mine
Saturday, May 08, 2010; 9:23 AM
This may be some
offending stuffs to people especially those
KIDS . Went and read up some kids' blogs & I was like , omg ? Seriously , can't imagine me being like them in the past .
God , I am lazy again .. Oyea , damn fuck-up hungry man .. Currently looking for job damn urgently .. And Scotty is a pig ^^ ..
Labels: Kids like them sux
Princess
宝凰格格
TaDaDaDa
With The Fucked-up Attitude , Poh Hong Is My
Great Name But Most Known Me As
Bee !
Oh Please ; I Didn't Copy From Anyone But Had Been Called A
Bee Since I Was Born !
Being A
Cancer-rian , I Am Sensetive , Intuitive, Possessive & Clingy !
I Am Bitchy ; Full Of Fucking Attitude & Scores Flying-Colors In The Swinging of Mood !
So Bloody Fuck-off If You Are Trying To Fool With Me Before I Bites Your Head Off !
Don't Try To Tame Me Because Only My Daddy&Mummy & Scotty Can !
Oyah , To Some Fuckers Out There ; I Ain't That Stupid ^.^ !
Those that are cunning aren't scary ; those that seems innocent are .
Fuck others before they fuck you . This is a cruel world , babies !
Drop Them In My Stockings !
Laptop
Camera
Piano
Drunk
Drunk Again
Durians
Specs
Driving Licence
You To Return To Me *imy*
You To Love Me More&More & NEVER Forget What You NEED To Remember
WuLaLa
Say Your Heart Our
And Let's Dance
MinGuang
March 2010
