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Be-Loved !
Welcome to the
Buzzing Bee's.
Hush hush ; There is no other way , I get the final say !
And yea , Get Your Fucking Mind Clear Of This ;
I Am A Proud Girl And So What ?!
Fuck Those Who Goes
OMG ~ Over Some Silly Stuffs !
And This Is Why You Get Me So Addicted ..
The Rantters
Tuesday, August 03, 2010; 7:24 AM
Monday, July 26, 2010; 12:14 AM
Serios, nu este acel tip de fată care ar putea tolera atât de mult.
Da, te iubesc, dar atât de ce?! Odată ce este de ajuns şi ceea ce mai mult, acest lucru este ca nu stiu cum de mai multe ori!
Serieus, heb je nagedacht over de manieren waarop u de behandeling had me dit enkele dagen? Ik ben je vriendin en niet een aantal onbekenden ..
유감스럽게도 곧 피곤 ...를 얻을 것이다 오전 아마도, 아마도, 그런 날이 오면, 우리 모두 행복하게 .. 부분 것입니다
してくださいそれは遅すぎるせてはいけない。これはなら起こるためには、間違いなく私の後悔されます！ 私は私はそれ..以外やった後悔しないしかしSARCASTICLY、私は物事を、私は冥界を後悔するしないわたしは、あなたがいなくて寂しいです。私はあなたがまだ好きですか？あなたは私はまだ好きですか？
Seriously , all of these doesn't make sense at all ! Lols !!! But , yah .. Hahas .. Guess this is it ?
讨厌自己的懦弱 ，已经明明白白地说了会告发她 ，可是到头来 ，还是做不下手
Labels: tired
Wednesday, July 21, 2010; 1:31 PM
Well , hi !
I know you have block me in MSN *there is this programme that can see who had blocked & deleted you & unluckily , I have this programme* .
I know you privated your blog & before that , you deleted your tagbox away AFTER I'd tagged you .
Both you & your darling DeWei don't dare to answer nor reply my msg .
Why ? Guilty ? Or you are afraid that your friends will know what kind of people you are ?
Never mind , it is alright . Singapore ain't small anyway ..
That time , you promised to return me my money right ? DeWei promised too ..
And shame on him for LYING on breaking with you & when the lie that both of you lied about get exposed , what he say ?
Not happy to pay ? LOL ^^
Balless ?
Anyway , that time you threaten me to call your mother & my mother out if I want you to pay right ?
Well , I've called both your mother & my mother already ^^
You should know that threatening me is useless .^^
You can double check with your mother if you don't believe that I called her .
And if I am not wrong ; which I don't think that I am , you asked me to report to the police if I dare right ?
Just to tell you , at yesterday , 20th of July 2010 , 10.32pm , I went to Sengkang NPC and reported already ^^
So when are you free to meet me ? This saturday ?
Anyway , I requested the police to allow me to report to them on Sunday if I have some stuffs to pass to them .
They said that it is impossible for them to care about this case unless I want to bring it to court but they could phone you up .
And I believe that if they see SOME pictures regarding you sniffing glue & etc , they will be glad to phone you up .
Feel free to contact me . Hope you could make it on Sunday .
If not , remember to off your phone & lock your door from the authority on Sunday .
Best regards ,
Ong Poh Hong
Sent to Leow Hui Qin aka Jac. by EmailSeriously , I really can't understand why the fuck are you doing all these kind of lj stuffs to me man ! I seriously am wondering ; in what way did I treat you badly huh ?
Whenever you gets into trouble , when didn't I try my best to help you ? Huh ?!
That time , one of your ex wanted to hit you at the basketball court , knowing that I might get beaten up , I still block infront of you right ?! I tried to shield you from him right ?! If not for CS , Elephant & Adele over there , perhaps he might just hit me for protecting you ! * Will you ?*
Yah , although end up , none of us were hurt but no one knows during that time right ? There might still be a chance that any of us will get hurt but I block infront of you still !
During that time at Punggol Park , it was you who stared at those kids . They came up & find trouble with me & that fucking girl still hit me . What did you do ? Stand down there only ? You didn't wants to come up & clarified , I keep quiet . You watch me get hit & did nothing , I kept quiet . I still tried to defend you when they ask us for a 'fair' fight . Unless you'd forgotten about the details , they asked me to 'fight' with 1 of the girls . And that butch asked you to guess whether is she a guy or girl . If you guess wrong , you will get beaten up .
And that time you should know , be it I win that girl or not ; you guess correctly or not , you will still get beaten up too ! And remember what I told them ? I said , no matter what happen , don't touch you !
It was finally , that fucking girl's boyfriend asked her to stop then nothing happen . So what is this ? Me pushing you to your death ? Darling , I was the one who prevented you from getting beaten up . And although it doesn't hurts , but I am the one getting beat .
Let's skip .
When I was steading with DarryLim that period of time , how many times did I warn you about bad people ? Huh ? When I knew what happen between you & that someone in HougangMall's toilet , how pissed was I ? Huh ?! If it wasn't you who asked me to quiet down , I would go over and give that person a punch ! And regarding the other person who stayed in your heart that time , how many times did I warn you about him ? When L*** came and find you & you said that some conflicts happen , did I called him in the First moment ?! Did I beg DarryLim to help me find you while I try to dig some money out to take cab over ? You didn't know doesn't mean that I didn't do anything ?
For how many days did you cried ? For your own good , I scolded you & what you do ? Show me attitude ? Huh ?
Lazy type about all these anymore .
And you said that I accused you for saying that you own me money ? How dare you lied such a big lie !
If you aren't guilty ; if what I am saying are wrong ;
Why did you remove your tagbox the moment I tag you on how much you own me & what you had did ?
why did you private your blog & not link me up ?
Why did you blocked me in MSN ?
Why don't you answer my call nor reply my msg ?
And when you msged me , you promised to pay me my money right ?
Even your stead promised to return for you on the 10th .
Typed out on 1 of days at last week but didn't postHi , sorry for flooding in you tagbox but I couldn't reach my dear cousin , Jac aka HuiQin anywhere & in anyway . She is AVOIDING me .. :( so if it is possible , ask her to contact me . thanks :)
Hey girl , stop avoiding me & pay me back what you own me :) You should know how much money you'd own me . So stop acting like 1 innocent & go hiding & barking behind your stead . And anyway , your stead is gutless . Don't dare to meet me then say . Don't go about lying "I not steading with her anymore" to avoid paying $ and meeting . And ask him to grow up & don't use that kind of "I not happy to help her pay now , what can you do" when he promised to pay :)
And last of all , lots of people know your pattern so yea , you really do should find new friends . But why are you hanging out with people that you backstabbed on ? I mean , I thought you said that you look down on them & talk behind their backs before ? Haiz . Funny world . Anyway , hope you will stop avoiding me . Do visit my blog to see more stuffs :)
Once again , I apologise for flooding your tagbox , owner :) Good day & thanks for hanging out with her . Make friends with your heart & not eyes . Muacks :)
Labels: Bitchy
Tuesday, July 20, 2010; 3:59 AM
Stop lying through your teeth , dear Scott ..
Isn't it so obvious ? You are always breaking what you'd promise me ;
peng wei is your promise & attitude isn't it ?
You said that I am always pushing blames on others , but what about you ? Have you ever think of your actions ?
Maybe you didn't know ; maybe you didn't notice ; maybe you will deny ; but you have always been putting yourself in the first place like most of the times .
When has it been - ' Poh Hong first ' ?
When has it been - ' How will Poh Hong think if I do this or that ; if I say this or that ' ?
When did you ever keep your promise ; true promises ; important promises to me ? When ???
Just like Qin's case . Infront of your friends , you said till like you'll definitely stand by my side & help me take back my money .
And when we're alone , what did you said ?
" Aiyah , I also don't know what to do ma . Don't care about this anymore la ."
What the fuck is this ? And end up what ? I have to msg them & etc myself . LOL ?
What is the difference between you & Qin ? Both of you just loves to lie to me & made use of me !
When I wanted to work , you ask me not to work . When I don't want to work , you'll say that I am lazy or what .
I wanted to work in Walls , you disagree . I wanted to work in Suntec , you ask me to don't go & accompany you & say that I am like begging them to give me job .
Then I say fine , you help me find a job . You said that the company have no vacancy . Then finally , I found 1 job that suits me & you agree . What happen in the end ? You overslept ! LOL !
Seriously , dear , what do you want really ?
I've no money , you understand not ?
My daily money , how can it be enough for the both of us ?
I need to work , I need to have my own space .. Please ..
yes , I love you but even the most lovely couple need to have their own space & privacy .
I need to have my own friends too . I need to have my own time too ..
You said that your friends are my friends too . But in the first place , do they even treat me as my friend ?
I really am lost , boy .
My father is scolding me for things that you'd done .
I am stress up , do you know ? Really stress up ..
You didn't help to ease my burden but increase it ..
You'd been scolding me ; quarreling with me ; shouting & giving attitude with me in public ..
I am really stress up ..
You gave my email out & still act as though you have no fault ..
Darling , I am really tired of all those fights & scoldings ..
That kind of giving up feeling is coming back again . I hate this kind of feelings ..
Could you just think of me more in the future ? Please ?
Lol .. Poh Hong , Poh Hong is actually begging someone to love & think for her more .. What is the world coming into ? At least , my world ..
And I hope these are all type out in a moment of silliness .. I really don't want to lose you ; or at least don't feel like ..
Labels: Please care for me alittle bit more
Scott Seo Chit Seng , if you are so
Fucking Tired , then DON'T fucking promise me to go out in the first place ! Then DON'T fucking break your promise after you get what you want !
Fuck you la cb . This ain't the first time nor second time that you fucking broke your promise !
This isn't a fair world right ? Fine , I will listen to your advice ^^
And yea , so WHAT if you say :" Go la go la" in the end ? Why make it till as though I am forcing you or you are giving in to my FUCKING demand ?!
Labels: I am also fucking tired of your empty promises
Thursday, July 15, 2010; 11:45 PM
我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有无法控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难
想切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的
你拿走的一切
还爱你带一点恨
还有时间才能平衡
热恋伤痕幻灭重生
祝我生日快乐
Isn't this sarcastic ? This sounds just like how I felt during my birthday .
Yeah , a lonely birthday ..
Let's look at the time now .. 6.40am ..
Had spent almost 1 hour to update my blog's songs again .
Another day have pass . Life still goes on .
Yesterday was boring . Hope today won't be . Maybe going to sell ice-cream ?
Bored to the core man .
Feel kinda useless ? Seeing dad working , bro studying , feel that , I am wasting my life .
Yawn . Spent another sleepless night .
Am sleepy . Damn sleepy , but somehow can't sleep .
Cried just now . Yea , Scotty knew it but
Sadly , he didn't console me . Asshole .
Alot of unlucky stuffs seems to be happening recently to people around me & me myself .
Firstly , my own cousin ; the same cousin that I
trusted , doted , protected so much , betrayed me . Not only did she own up her mistakes , she accused me & refuse to return me my money .
Secondly , Scotty lost his bet on Soccer .
Luckily , he didn't bet much .
Thirdly , Jun is gone .
Ala , lazy elaborate .
Hmm .. Maybe should go to temple and
prey pray alr .
Hmm .. Totally forget what I want to say .
Can I stop wasting my life ? hmm ..
Labels: 你答应我的我都记得
Tuesday, July 13, 2010; 3:31 AM
I saw your eyes ; the way they look at those pictures & the way they stared at the celling .
You still think of her ; don't you ?
Maybe , perhaps , I am just jealous but I doubt I am thinking too much ..
Hurt ? Of cause . But what more can I do ?
I had did alot , gave in alot , try as hard as possible .
Seen through , I guess ? After that fucking incident with Qin , it made me somehow go *blink* .
What is the point of treating someone with all your heart , what is the point ? They will just turn back & give you a stab .
You can deny & tell me that you ain't thinking about her & etc , but dear , eyes don't lie ..
Tired ? Somehow starting to ..
Oh man .. Who is there left to trust ?
Labels: fucking messy
Saturday, July 10, 2010; 1:38 AM
Homely-beings, Cancerian women come across as epitome of feminine fragility. They love to pamper themselves within the comforts of their home. Cancerian females are very intuitive, possessive and clingy. Once offended, they would succumb themselves into their shell, while the other person would have to suffer the silent treatment. Such individuals hate to take responsibilities in life and would be happy staying at home, rather than finding themselves carrying the bulk of the duties in the home.
Cancer woman are attractive to look at and have large and expressive eyes. She is highly emotional and deeply reflective, which can make her depressed and disheartened often. Family is the first priority for a Cancerian female. In the matters of love, she is the most devoted lover. She would go out to any extent to make her partner and family happy. The only pre-requisite is that she should be treated with utmost love and care.
Cancerian woman loves to be praised, hugged and cuddled all the time and would not be happy with a person who is less emotional than her or cold and detached. A Cancer female loves to fantasize and imagine. They never dream alone, rather make their near and dear ones also a part of their fantasy world. The only thing which a Cancerian female wants is security of herself and her family and she would work patiently towards this goal.
Finally done with blog man . Dota ^^
Labels: Somebody call 911
MinGuang
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